For years I've neglected myself. There are a number of reasons for
this: rejecting societies definition of beauty, an effort to avoid
vanity, lack of resources, busy-ness and eventually even laziness all
contributed to my behavior.
I didn't want to take the time,
waste the money or put forth the effort to pursue beauty and physical
health anymore. I didn't feel like it was worth it, but unfortunately
this fed a mindset that secretly said that I'm not worth it. The less I
did for myself, the less I liked myself. This affects all areas of my
life, how much love I can give, how much love I can receive, how I
relate to myself, others and even God.
In my first year of
ministry school I learned so much about who I am. I am a daughter in
the Kingdom of God. I am important and what I believe has an impact on
my life. My beauty isn't for my vanity, but rather points to the
creator Himself and His nature. For the first time in years, I decided
to intentionally love myself. To express on the outside the
transformation that was happening on the inside mentally and
spiritually.
I started out small. I started playing with
color in my hair again. I started wearing makeup again. I started
trying to buy clothes with some sense of fashion (though I still
struggle in this area - mostly because nothing fits the way I think it's
supposed to ;) But it's a process, change can happen over night but
this one is taking some time. And I'm choosing to embrace the process
of it all.
At the beginning of this month I started a
cleanse. I'm eating ridiculously healthy and I feel amazing. I wake up
each morning ready for the day. I'm thinking clearly and accomplishing
so much work. I'm enjoying the process of getting my body clean.
After many months of curiosity and skepticism, I finally tried
my first ItWorks! body wrap. The product is designed to help tighten
skin and detoxify the body. They come four to a box and retail around
$25 each, though customers have the option of becoming "loyal customers"
and receive wholesale prices, earning free shipping after 3 months.
Another option is to become a distributer, sell the wraps and other
products and get wholesale prices.
I chose the
latter. This is quite a bit out of my comfort zone, but I'm very
curious about these products and how they fit in to my journey of
wholeness. Coupled with eating clean (no refined anything, only whole
fresh nutritious foods), my first wrap resulted in 2.5" lost around my
mid-section after 72 hrs. The measurement is the sum of three different
measurement areas across my belly. I've heard of much more dramatic
results, but I'm pleased with my first go at it. They say, "One wrap is
a treat, four wraps is a treatment." So I'll continue with the other
three in my box, and if I'm brave enough at the end of the month I'll
post the results in photos!
I'm excited to continue trying
more products from the company and reviewing them here. In the mean
time, if you'd like to learn more you can visit my page at:
wholenessrevolution.myitworks.com
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